I'm really searching and seeking out God's will right now. I feel like I'm constantly up and down up and down in life, and I feel like a big part of it has stemmed from not actually trusting God to provide - and it really goes back to the whole "4-year degree" thing. I know this seems insane, and I know how it sounds and looks. And I realize that I'm supposed to "have a plan and stick to it" but right now, I'm really just searching out options and trying to figure out what God's desire for me is. I think I've made a lot of my school decisions based on what other people think I need to do... and I don't want to do that anymore. It's hard and scary and I feel like I've wasted a lot of time... but better now than never. Just trying to trust Him. For real and in every area right now.
Phil 4:4-8
4Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice!
5Let your gentle spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near.
6Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.
7And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
8Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.
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